i'm so pissed

i dun understand what is the big issue when it comes to money.. can it really change a person; or in this case, the whole family? because of this our family is in a turmoil, making our 'Queen' turn against the people who have been there for her... All because of her dear prince and his evil companion.
i found out or should i say realize how oppurtunistic my family members can be. and if you're a man, please.. own up to your faults because there isn't anyone to blame them on but you. how could you be so cold hearted towards the one person whom you've shared your marriage vows with? who shared the good and worst with you? who stood by you and swallowed her pride even with your infidelity? and in turn, you caused her emotional and physical pain.
dun tell me it's a man thing to do what you did and please, i'm no longer a child so don't treat me like one. you don't have to clarify your business with me i don't think i would want to know. what can say? i'm a chang. even with my new muslim name and a new way of life i will always be a chang. unfortunate? it wasn't like this before. now, i totally despise you for what you have done and what the other family members have said. how could you people be so heartless?
so once again, can money really change a person?

time flies, time flies

it's true what they say; time flies when u have a baby...
my lil prince is now 5 months old! he can roll on his tummy on his own, grabs things near him and shoves them into his mouth =D.. he smiles a lot too.. melts me everytime he does that...
started him on solids on sunday and he seems to be enjoying it though it tastes horrible! haha..
well what can i say? i'm enjoying myself and i think i'm doing a pretty good job bringing up my baby, seeing that i get minimal help; which is what i prefer anyway.. no parents or in-laws or any other relatives to 'butt' in and tell me what to do and what not to do... my mum did 'advice' me in the beginning and i kinda shut her up... not that i'm mean but everything she said were pretty taboo and didn't quite make sense to me... hehe..
the typical chinese beliefs and superstitions u know.. and i'm not the type who will follow all those ' craps'... u have to listen to the things she says to understand what i'm talking about..haha.. i know she's my mum and she's brought up 3 kids but she had her chance didn't she? i think i pretty have my own opinions and choices.. =)